Thursday, November 2, 2006

Crazy Dream

I had a crazy dream last night that I'd run into my ex, Jason, and he was trying to show me how much he'd done to improve his life. And it was like he was trying to get back together. And I don't know why, but he had an Emma too. Not just a kid, he had a carbon copy of Emma.
I was trying to be nice, but i couldn't wait to get away, but his Emma was asking me why I'd left her. Why I never called or visited her anymore. Then suddenly we were in a house that was supposedly his across the street diagonally from my parents house (where there is actually no house, it's a street), and I was trying to tell his Emma that my parents house is right there and she could call me any time. I wanted to leave because Jason was making me feel uncomfortable with his trying to get back together, but I was having anxiety about leaving his Emma.

I told Bobby... he said it made him feel like if I ever left him that I would have anxiety about leaving his Emma. I had to agree that (not that I planned on leaving him, but) I probably would have anxiety about leaving her.

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